I never said I would like it more, or even as much, if I was able to get myself off in the same particularly perfect way that you always get me off. I just said that it's very frustrating that there are going to be times when I want to get off all alone, when you're not there to help me, and any orgasm I have in those times just won't be as good.
And you were all "Well, boo hoo! That's just too bad for you! I'm GLAD! May you be DOOMED to having only mildly satisfying solo orgasms for the rest of your days, Nancy Wheeler!"
Well, maybe I am glad. I like being the one that makes the muscles inside your thighs go off like fireworks. I like being the only one that can make you whimper when I stroke you deep enough. I am glad you can't touch yourself like I can touch you. Because then even if you get off you'll still need and want me after.
( is there a touch of insecurity peaking out there? oopsie 🫣 it's fine... probably... to be fair, maybe he's not the only one feeling insecure? something about Nancy being so sensitive to being left to only getting off by herself is hitting a little different. )
It's not like I'm gonna make you live on just mildly satisfying solo orgasms for the rest of your days. I'm not always at work, or busy, or... whatever.
[ meanwhile nancy's split down the middle, because on the one hand, that's- all pretty hot, actually. like, possessive? almost? or just confident. or both! and on the other, something is hitting different right now. ]
Usually the only reason why I ever get the urge to touch myself anymore is because I was thinking of you, baby. So... not needing you or wanting you after I get off? Is actually pretty impossible.
( new Steve lore just dropped: he really cannot handle Nancy using pet names. it's not like he has a great tolerance for telling her no in general, but if she asked him something and paired it with baby he's a complete goner. no chance at all. )
Pretty impossible not to want to touch you when I know you've been fingering yourself thinking about me, so, sort of evens out.
Maybe you should let me watch you. I could give you a few more ways to think about me when you're getting off.
[ ... look, nancy's much more comfortable talking about sex and turn-ons and fantasies, but like. her imagination obviously still needs a little work. ]
I changed my mind! I want to start that way. Snuggled up under the blanket, with my back against your chest, and your arms around me? Like last time. Except maybe I won't wear a bra, and I definitely won't scold you when you inevitably try to sneak your hands under my shirt.
I don't remember you scolding me last time, either.
( there had been a really, Steve, but it was mostly put on petulance considering she'd wiggled closer against his chest to let his palm wander. and when it did wander, eventually she'd ended up twisting to kiss him with a breathy little giggle. so yeah, not a lot of scolding at all. )
Blanket, cuddled up, no bra, feeling you up as you touch yourself. Yeah, I can get behind that. Only problem is I wouldn't really get to see you, and that's half the fun.
Yeah, yeah, yeah. Well! An attempt was made, and I think that should count for something.
[ she just really missed the easy physical affection he gives her, in a way that almost seems instinctual. sometimes it's- goal oriented, like the time they're talking about now, and sometimes its just something like his thumb tracing tiny circles just under the hem of her shirt, when he has his hand on her hip, and she loves all of it. and she has a lot of catching up to do!! ]
Oh, right. Hmmm. Bedroom, then. No movie, no blanket. Sometimes it's fun trying to stay quiet when we're in the den, but trying this out with no clothes in the way sounds even more fun.
I am fine when you don't make an attempt, actually.
( it feels sometimes like Nancy thinks she has to protest. and Steve has learned there's a difference between a genuine rebuff and one she thinks she has to give. still, there's no small thrill in the occasions Nancy decides to ignore whatever expectation she's built for herself and decides to climb him like a tree. )
Look, if you ever get bored during movie night and want to change the mood fast, I think sneaking your fingers south in your blanket burrito is a great idea.
But yeah. No clothes. Good idea. Great idea, even.
Now why would I do that when you always double the affection when I need a little more convincing?
Wow, I wish everyone would enthusiastically agree with every plan I come up with like this. Although I was about to suggest that I should try just watching you too sometime, but it would be more or less pointless, because I'm almost positive I wouldn't last more than a second. Even if we still got cozy for it.
[ what? sometimes it's just not worth committing to playing hard to get. she knows her limits. ]
Oh, so that's what it is. You don't just enjoy being a brat? Because sometimes I think it might be that.
( SAID WITH AFFECTION. besides, it isn't as if Steve doesn't like the brat thing. he really likes the brat thing, actually. )
You've got good ideas, Nance. You always have. ( was that a little too heartfelt for horny sexting? oops. it is too late. ) I'm not that sure I'm gonna land watching you either, I'm just hoping touching you everywhere else will keep me busy.
I guess we could watch each other. If I can't touch you I'm gonna have to get off somehow.
Excuse you! A brat? That's so [ ... true. accurate. correct. and she realizes that almost immediately. her attitude when she's teasing him could be bratty at times. hmph. ] Okay, yes. A little from column A, and a little from column B. I'm a brat that isn't above doing whatever is necessary to be smothered with sexy affection. And you almost always encourage it, so...
[ she refuses to take full responsibility!! ]
♥️ That's a solid plan. Although I can't imagine I'll let you, considering there's no way I won't be jonesing to do it for you, if I just made myself come with your hands all over me.
Yeah, well, maybe I like the bratty thing. Nearly as much as the crawling all over me demanding attention thing. I don't have to pick a favorite thing, right? I can like them both.
Yeah? That doesn't seem super fair, since you're doing all the work getting yourself off. Not that I'm complaining. I'd definitely take you over jerking off any day. I'm just saying.
You can absolutely like both. I like that you like both. Plus, they go hand-in-hand so often, it makes sense to group them together.
Yeah. Well? I guess it depends on what kind of mood I'm in. Currently? Yes, I'm sure, and it's super fair. Another day, another mood, maybe not. But that mood wouldn't settle for just touching myself to start with either, not when you're right there, and you're so much better at it than me.
[ what? he said he liked the brat thing. why not play it up? ]
Hand in hand and sometimes completely polar opposites. It's weird. They're good together and apart. Like oreos.
I'm pretty sure another day, another mood, I'm not gonna be game for sitting back and watching as you get yourself off, either. This is a rare window. Or maybe we'll do it and it'll drive me goddamn nuts. No way to know until we give it a go.
I'd say I'm in a little less talk a lot more action sort of mood. As we've been doing a lot of talking and I'd like to be doing more actioning. You know?
I definitely do know. Which is incredible convenient, because the mood I'm in right now has me totally stuck on the thought of feeling your hands all over me.
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totally not the same.
That's not what I'm saying.
[ it kind of is, tho. this little shit!!! ]
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All ears over here, Wheeler.
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And you were all
"Well, boo hoo! That's just too bad for you! I'm GLAD! May you be DOOMED to having only mildly satisfying solo orgasms for the rest of your days, Nancy Wheeler!"
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( is there a touch of insecurity peaking out there? oopsie 🫣 it's fine... probably... to be fair, maybe he's not the only one feeling insecure? something about Nancy being so sensitive to being left to only getting off by herself is hitting a little different. )
It's not like I'm gonna make you live on just mildly satisfying solo orgasms for the rest of your days. I'm not always at work, or busy, or... whatever.
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Usually the only reason why I ever get the urge to touch myself anymore is because I was thinking of you, baby. So... not needing you or wanting you after I get off? Is actually pretty impossible.
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Pretty impossible not to want to touch you when I know you've been fingering yourself thinking about me, so, sort of evens out.
Maybe you should let me watch you. I could give you a few more ways to think about me when you're getting off.
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Just watch?
[ ... look, nancy's much more comfortable talking about sex and turn-ons and fantasies, but like. her imagination obviously still needs a little work. ]
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( look. Steve knows himself. who he is as a person. just watching would never fly, he couldn't last that long. )
I could touch you. Kiss you. Hold you. Just not get you off. That's your job.
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Oh.
[ still thinking, and also blushing a bit, too. apparently her imagination just needed a little nudge. ]
I could sit on your lap.
Or... close, in front of you?
Might be a fun addition to our next movie night.
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Or you can start in front of me and when I can't handle you that far away anymore I'll just wrap you up and then we'll do lap.
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I want to start that way. Snuggled up under the blanket, with my back against your chest, and your arms around me? Like last time.
Except maybe I won't wear a bra, and I definitely won't scold you when you inevitably try to sneak your hands under my shirt.
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( there had been a really, Steve, but it was mostly put on petulance considering she'd wiggled closer against his chest to let his palm wander. and when it did wander, eventually she'd ended up twisting to kiss him with a breathy little giggle. so yeah, not a lot of scolding at all. )
Blanket, cuddled up, no bra, feeling you up as you touch yourself. Yeah, I can get behind that. Only problem is I wouldn't really get to see you, and that's half the fun.
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[ she just really missed the easy physical affection he gives her, in a way that almost seems instinctual. sometimes it's- goal oriented, like the time they're talking about now, and sometimes its just something like his thumb tracing tiny circles just under the hem of her shirt, when he has his hand on her hip, and she loves all of it. and she has a lot of catching up to do!! ]
Oh, right.
Hmmm.
Bedroom, then. No movie, no blanket.
Sometimes it's fun trying to stay quiet when we're in the den, but trying this out with no clothes in the way sounds even more fun.
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( it feels sometimes like Nancy thinks she has to protest. and Steve has learned there's a difference between a genuine rebuff and one she thinks she has to give. still, there's no small thrill in the occasions Nancy decides to ignore whatever expectation she's built for herself and decides to climb him like a tree. )
Look, if you ever get bored during movie night and want to change the mood fast, I think sneaking your fingers south in your blanket burrito is a great idea.
But yeah. No clothes. Good idea. Great idea, even.
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Wow, I wish everyone would enthusiastically agree with every plan I come up with like this.
Although I was about to suggest that I should try just watching you too sometime, but it would be more or less pointless, because I'm almost positive I wouldn't last more than a second. Even if we still got cozy for it.
[ what? sometimes it's just not worth committing to playing hard to get. she knows her limits. ]
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( SAID WITH AFFECTION. besides, it isn't as if Steve doesn't like the brat thing. he really likes the brat thing, actually. )
You've got good ideas, Nance. You always have. ( was that a little too heartfelt for horny sexting? oops. it is too late. ) I'm not that sure I'm gonna land watching you either, I'm just hoping touching you everywhere else will keep me busy.
I guess we could watch each other. If I can't touch you I'm gonna have to get off somehow.
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And you almost always encourage it, so...
[ she refuses to take full responsibility!! ]
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That's a solid plan.
Although I can't imagine I'll let you, considering there's no way I won't be jonesing to do it for you, if I just made myself come with your hands all over me.
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Nearly as much as the crawling all over me demanding attention thing.
I don't have to pick a favorite thing, right? I can like them both.
Yeah? That doesn't seem super fair, since you're doing all the work getting yourself off.
Not that I'm complaining. I'd definitely take you over jerking off any day.
I'm just saying.
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Plus, they go hand-in-hand so often, it makes sense to group them together.
Yeah.
Well?
I guess it depends on what kind of mood I'm in.
Currently? Yes, I'm sure, and it's super fair.
Another day, another mood, maybe not.
But that mood wouldn't settle for just touching myself to start with either, not when you're right there, and you're so much better at it than me.
[ what? he said he liked the brat thing. why not play it up? ]
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They're good together and apart. Like oreos.
I'm pretty sure another day, another mood, I'm not gonna be game for sitting back and watching as you get yourself off, either.
This is a rare window.
Or maybe we'll do it and it'll drive me goddamn nuts. No way to know until we give it a go.
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Obviously I'm just an enigma. There's really no other explanation for that.
A bratty enigma.
So
what mood would you say you're in now?
If you were to guess.
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As we've been doing a lot of talking and I'd like to be doing more actioning. You know?
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Which is incredible convenient, because the mood I'm in right now has me totally stuck on the thought of feeling your hands all over me.
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Luckily for you I'm in one of those not working not busy windows.
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[ her mom is definitely home, but uuuuugh, she doesn't want to drive!! ]
🎀ish? hereish?? yoursish??