There has been something nipping at the back of his mind since this conversation started. A lingering guilt that's built up tight within his stomach. ]
Does any of this have anything to do with what happened a few nights ago?
Oh. No! No, no, no. It's really not. I promise. It doesn't have anything to do with that. Not in the way you probably think it does, at least?
It's just I really didn't want you to worry about me, that's most of it, but I also didn't want you to think I went to that party looking for someone to hook up with, or something. Because I didn't. I'm not.
You really can't think of a single reason why I would want to make sure that you know I'm not looking for you know for a rebound, or anything like that?
Because I didn't, and I'm not, and I won't. I'm not going to do that to you. I don't regret texting you like that. But I also don't regret going to that party, or having a few drinks. All of those things can be true at the same time. But I wouldn't blame you for not believing that? So that's why didn't want you to know.
[Her reply strings a little more than expected and Steve can't place the reason as to why. Maybe it's because it's more than one?]
That didn't even cross my mind and even I'd you did Im not going to say I didn't deserve it. I don't regret texting you like that either but I can't say I don't feel shitty about it at times. Especially since you told me you and Jonathan aren't together anymore.
And it's even shittier because I didn't know that at the time. I didn't stop, I didn't want too. Obviously.
Don't think I'm going to get upset or pissed because you decided to make-out with some other guy after we got each other a few nights before.
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There has been something nipping at the back of his mind since this conversation started. A lingering guilt that's built up tight within his stomach. ]
Does any of this have anything to do with what happened a few nights ago?
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Any of what..? No? No.
I'm not 100% sure I know what you mean.
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The whole sexting thing?
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No! No, no, no. It's really not. I promise.
It doesn't have anything to do with that.
Not in the way you probably think it does, at least?
It's just
I really didn't want you to worry about me, that's most of it, but I also didn't want you to think I went to that party looking for someone to hook up with, or something.
Because I didn't.
I'm not.
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Nance, you don't have to explain.
Really. Like I said before it's none of my business..
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I'm being fucking serious.
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you know
for a rebound, or anything like that?
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I don't fucking know, Nancy!
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I don't regret texting you like that.
But I also don't regret going to that party, or having a few drinks.
All of those things can be true at the same time. But I wouldn't blame you for not believing that? So that's why didn't want you to know.
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That didn't even cross my mind and even I'd you did Im not going to say I didn't deserve it. I don't regret texting you like that either but I can't say I don't feel shitty about it at times. Especially since you told me you and Jonathan aren't together anymore.
And it's even shittier because I didn't know that at the time. I didn't stop, I didn't want too. Obviously.
Don't think I'm going to get upset or pissed because you decided to make-out with some other guy after we got each other a few nights before.
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Can I call you? I don't think texting about this is working.
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